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"1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It..."

Thu, 16 May 2013 12:05:16 -0400

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1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.

2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.

3. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.

4. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.

5. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.

6. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.

7. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway? Get fuck you tattooed in tiny letters on your hip.

8. When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.

9. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.

10. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.

Live. Live.

Live.

Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up.

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(via victorielle)

shmeeshed: clevergenius: the-diarrhea-of-anne-frank: yea im a girl yea i play video...

Thu, 16 May 2013 11:56:00 -0400

shmeeshed:

clevergenius:

the-diarrhea-of-anne-frank:

yea im a girl

yea i play video games

HAHAAHHA JK

yea im a dude

of course i play fucking video games

HAHHHAHAHA JK ~~im really a woman~~

yea im a girl

yea i play video games

HAHAHAAHA JK IM OLD GREGG

hahaha that last one is the only reason for everything!

Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all...

Wed, 15 May 2013 23:59:16 -0400

Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.

davidwindlow: cosmicremix: theamericankid: Tumblr needs more...

Wed, 15 May 2013 23:57:50 -0400

davidwindlow:

cosmicremix:

theamericankid:

Tumblr needs more of this….whatever this is.

This is artwork by Emmy C. I suggest you give her gallery some love.

the spn season finale according to me

Wed, 15 May 2013 19:23:50 -0400

jerkofanassbutt:

Fuuuuuuuuuuuck

tatennant-ismybrotp: halorvic: Is anyone else really curious about a “Turn Left” scenario in which...

Wed, 15 May 2013 19:15:39 -0400

tatennant-ismybrotp:

halorvic:

Is anyone else really curious about a “Turn Left” scenario in which you decided not to join Tumblr

tiefighters: Little Star Wars Created by Amy Mullen Prints...

Wed, 15 May 2013 00:01:13 -0400

tiefighters:

Little Star Wars

Created by Amy Mullen

Prints available at Etsy

Artist: Website || Twitter

deafmuslimpunx: searchingforknowledge: cynique: towritelesbian...

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:59:35 -0400

deafmuslimpunx:

searchingforknowledge:

cynique:

towritelesbiansonherarms:

sad-teeth:

So today Angelina Jolie had double mastectomy, which is the removal of one’s breasts, to prevent Breast cancer. So instead of praising Angelina on her bravery, men on Twitter decided to ridicule her, even calling her stupid for removing her breasts. For those of you on Tumblr that are attacking Feminists about being delusional about sexism against women and misogyny here’s your fucking proof that sexism and misogyny exists.

Here’s proof that horrible twats exist

hence why so many womyn are afraid of getting mastectomies in the first place. an operation that can virtually wipe out the cancer cells and the potential malignant ones.

im thoroughly convinced that men h8 womyn and only just objectify them when they’re deem of use.

men. are not. worth. shit.

I have so many foul, violent thoughts in my mind happening to these losers.

A woman is only her rack? Oh, ok. ::sigh:: This is NOT ok.

Yep. Make out & touch butts

Tue, 14 May 2013 18:24:56 -0400

Yep. Make out & touch butts

Cani haz? Now

Tue, 14 May 2013 18:24:17 -0400

Cani haz? Now

boliviana: Me Hahaha yes

Tue, 14 May 2013 18:10:11 -0400

boliviana:

Me

Hahaha yes

gifak-net: Windows 8 Commercial - Makeup

Tue, 14 May 2013 10:55:12 -0400

gifak-net:

Windows 8 Commercial - Makeup

watchtheskytonight: superlockianfeels: micro-managing: gracele...

Tue, 14 May 2013 00:51:01 -0400

watchtheskytonight:

superlockianfeels:

micro-managing:

gracelessindecision:

magic-becauselifeistragic:

Only cause we know better.

^ REBLOGGING TO THAT

IM NOT EVEN IN THIS FANDOM AND THAT WAS AMAZING

I can’t remember the last time I blinked!

I snicker whenever somebody says they can beat me in a staring contest. No.

Goals

Wed, 08 May 2013 01:10:55 -0400

Goals

doctorwho: Matt.

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:25:20 -0400

doctorwho:

Matt.

I cannot handle this face. It shouldn’t exist.

Tue, 07 May 2013 20:29:04 -0400

I cannot handle this face. It shouldn’t exist.

Tony Stark, so relatable

Sun, 05 May 2013 13:52:22 -0400

Tony Stark: You know when the bad guy kidnaps the love of your life?
Other Superheroes: Yes
Tony Stark: But then she ends up kicking his ass and killing him while you watch?
Other Superheroes: Er, well, sometimes, I guess...
Tony Stark: And then she doesn't die, and doesn't leave you, because she loves you and can still live with you?
Other superheroes: Shut up, Tony.

Photo

Sat, 04 May 2013 03:57:54 -0400

Weirdest sex?

Fri, 03 May 2013 16:11:48 -0400

Uuuuhhhh. Ooo so after a kind of ridiculous night of drinking, i had an impromptu sleepover. I was unprepared & a little freaked out so it was rushed & fully clothed. On both ends. I’m pretty sure homie was still wearing his coat… . And shoes. Fun but so weird. Shit that far out of left field throws me off so badly. Like I can’t gracefully come back from that kind of shit without a little “WHAT THE FUCK?” time to myself.

What happened to your dreadlocks?

Fri, 03 May 2013 16:06:14 -0400

They weren’t locking the way I wanted them to & put too much pressure on my head. I wanted long thinner dreads and I was getting these crazy fat ones that my roots couldn’t sustain.