I am so hurt right now. I was truly unaware of how deeply I could be cut. I have this serrated blade in my chest that has been forced all the way through and is being pulled out while twisting. How can you say what you said to me but then make me a joke? To everyone. Our time was a joke, a laugh, a punchline. To your boys, it’s like whatever cause I don’t give a fuck but your parents? You made me out to be the crazy one. The one out of touch. The one who did something wrong or insane. I took back what I gave to a friend I absolutely adored. I took back something that I thought would make that friend smile. I took back something that was no longer yours because you made it clear you didn’t want to be that person. I just never thought we’d be here, almost 3 weeks after I found out, and you’re doing things you know will intentionally hurt me as a lark. For a laugh. You’re right. You are an asshole. You’re a fucking man child that thinks of no one but himself. I will never take back anything I’ve said to you because I meant every single word but it’s so clear to me now that you lack empathy, kindness and consideration for anyone other than yourself. You never respected me or even cared about me. That’s what it is. There isn’t shit I can do about that but I will not waste another second of my time on you. I saw you for you and you hurt me so badly for it. I’m being punished for being the very person you thought was so amazing but that was a lie as well so I guess that makes sense. I would say I wish I would have never laid eyes on you. I wish I could say I hope you rot in the same pain you’ve caused me by making this all a joke. I want nothing more than to be able to say that if you were on fire and I had water, I’d drink it… But I can’t and I won’t. I carry no ill feelings towards you anymore. As of right now, you are a piece of my past that showcases my knack of bad decision making. You’re a highlight on the reel of what to avoid in the future. I hope she can be what you need because there is a greatness inside of you that you just need a little help with. I wasn’t wrong about that. Good luck.